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sakit kepale..mau pecah sudey...adeh..npe byk sgt masalah ni.aish.nk pikir pon tkleh.otak dh jam..rs nk hentak kpale kt dinding.smpai pecah.trus mati..tkyah lg nk pkr2..npe manusia cpt berubah....aku n kembali ke zaman aku budak2..tkde masalh...tkyah pkr byk2.people grow up and they change..i really hate that..otak dh kotor.aku nk jd dak kecik.otak bersih..innocent..suci..tk sakitkan hati spe2..i really want that...tk mau tipu org smate2 nk jge ati org lain..nnt mkn diri sndri..but i dont have the gut to tell the truth..i'm not brave to tell everything right in front of them.....tp..................smpai ble nk bt camni...argh!!!pening...pening....aku nk balik...npe aku slalu duk jauh dr famili..npe aku kene slalu merantau tmpt org.i always miss precious moment with my family.berbaloi ke sume ni?smpai ble hrs camni.i wanna go home..i wanna be with them going through all good and hard times...=(